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kinda sad right now
so i will more or less make this a pretty much short post...
SG turned 42 2 days ago.
happie belated bdae to eu.
kena spam all the crap messages.
stop spamming me! ):
secondly,
im sad cox i got DAO.
BY MORE THAN 20 PPL TODAE.
so today.
mostly everything SUCKED.
lets see.
1)meals sucked
2)maid's attitude sucked.
3)tuition sucked
4)dad's attitude sucked
5)audi sucked
6)comp sucked
7)being dao sucked
8)keyboard sucked
and thats the list.
and u could derive at the fact that
my life sucks.
and in addition to that,
i dont have much in my life either.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
lets see what this little girl is lacking :
1)a best friend to confide in.dont get offended.family members are family members <3
2)good examination results
3)a nice caring bunch of parents who wont kb so much.
4)still no good examination results
5)perfection in every aspect as expected by many.[e.g looks, results, and stuff]
6)a mother that actually can take care of me ): i mean physically.not just economically.
7)a mother to confide in
8)the will to write a diary
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wow.
that was pretty much crappy @@'
and guess what/
now my maid kbkb
sian
she just cant stop criticizing me cant she.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
everyday theres something to scold about
its not even her job.
she doesent even get PAID to do that.
she just freely criticizes and curses us.
like a bitch would.
whats her problem.
i remember a few days ago.
she yelled,scolded and cursed me about something i was talking to my sis about.
and besides.
its not even her business.
she even assumed i was talking to her.
whatthecrap.
cox my sis was making tons of noise about changing the channel.
and i was scolding her:"TAKE THE BLOODY CONTROL AND STOP MAKING SO MUCH NOISE ALREADY WILL YOU!?"
and suddenly my maid yelled as if i stabbed her.
whole house can hear abit of echo.
after that she yelled at me again after i yelled back.
shes got tons of attitude problems that reside in assholes like her, you see.
she yelled :"DONT THINK YOU CAN TREAT ME LIKE YOUR PARENTS, YOU CANT SPEAK TO ME LIKE YOU DO TO YOUR PARENTS, NEITHER CAN YOU COMPLAIN OR YELL AT ME LIKE YOU DO TO THEM, YOU **** LA YOU."
and thats what she said
what the hell?
since when did i offend you?
and why should i treat you way better than my parents?
you're not the head of the household,
you're not either one of my parents,
you're the one who's working here,
YOU'RE the one who's just scolding me because you feel like it.
okok.lets have a pitstop in the midst of all this scolding.
oh fine, yes , yes,
i know.
i apologize.
most of my posts are not reading-friendly material.
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sorry =/
ok now back to the scolding.
i know yes as a social worker, of course you deserve respect.
but must you take advantage of it and think that
we're all just little brats bugging our parents about stuff that we want and all?
seriously,
this is the 21st century.
we teenagers and kids both got more complexed lives now.not the average kind of
respectful kids like in the past.
well kind of, actually.
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ahh well.
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you're the one who drove me to this extent.
you're always making my life worse.
haiz .
wells
i think thats my anger vented out @@'
nites all =/