hey isabel..

time passes really fast huh.

in the blink of an eye we've known each other for 2 years and all. it's just been so long.

we've been running the same race, fighting the same fight, keeping the same faith. and we'll still be, no matter where you are.

you're always so funny, just looking at you makes me smile (:

im just so proud and happy, to be the one who went through our follow-ups together, to be growing and getting discipled together when we didnt memorize our verses. and personally i can say, i'm the proudest to have completed our last lesson together. i remember we were so happy. we kept laughing like nuts (: life's not gonna be the same, isabel.

deep inside my heart on the night you left, i couldn't stop crying, even on the way home.

at first i thought to myself, hey, i don't think i'll be crying.

suddenly the scene of our follow-ups, lesson after lesson, came to my mind.

all the times we fought over food and snacks. and we shared the minim2 sweets together. i remember so much how you love it (:

frankly on that night. i didn't want to be there. i wanted to go for a supervisor training in the ministry instead. but as i saw you in the queue and we signalled to you, i just began to cry. i'd rather die as the tiniest person ever, than to sacrifice our ever so precious friendship and that short time with you. suddenly going for training to be a supervisor. it didn't seem that important anymore. i feel..so honored. to run the race with you ever since cch, together with serene and xiaojiao. i remember ya'll kept screaming on the bus. haha. i just simply love it . when i woke up yesterday. i woke up with swollen eyes. everything hurt so much. came down with a high fever and all, but nah. that ain't so much to me. i'm just dead heartsick over you. oh isabel. i really do miss you and love you alot, sis. i know i may not have been the closest to you, but it's been a great privilege and honor to grow with you. australia seems far away, but don't worry. you're closer than you think . i really regret not cherishing our friendship enough. i know i haven't really said this to you before, but i love you isabel. i'll be missing you everyday of my life and i am and will post about you . i know that one day you're gonna come back to Heart of God church, back to the cg. and that ain't so far away (: